It's not supposed to hurt this way...
Cadence told me to download this song and...yes it is my life. I've been PMSing for the past two days. I've never been so stressed out in my life...okay I probably have but you know how everything is ALWAYS 10xs worse when it happens to you. I dont think I've ever heard my class talk about sex as much as they have in the past two days. Drama drama...i'm so glad my class is talking about other people and I'm glad I'm not in the drama.
Dance has been ATROCIOUS! Ashley does not need to do dew drop in the 9th grade...you're supposed to do that part when you are a junior and a senior. It only took Sunday to realize that the Griffin Ballet Theatre is not for me. I cannot WAIT to get outta there.
So, on Sunday we're riding down Rover Zetella with the gang and the song "Champagne Supernova" was on and it reminded me of Charla. I told Heather and we both began to get sad...especially bc it said "where were you while we were.." you know. How sad, I miss those days more than anyone could ever know. Speaking of which, their court date was today and Heather's phone has no service. Great.
I'm really really ill because all everyone does it talk about how wonderful their relationships are and it just really makes me depressed. People get mad at me bc they think that I say that since my relationship didnt work out that it means theirs isn't. Apparently, everyone has me very wrong. I don't mean that and my entry before about how I'm glad I didn't feel like Leah and Tyler did not mean that Leah and Tyler aren't gonna work out. It meant that I'm glad that I dont feel like I did 6 months ago because mine blew up in my face, that doesnt mean that Leah and Tyler arent gonna work out. I thought I needed to straighten that up so people quit getting the wrong idea.
Dance has been ATROCIOUS! Ashley does not need to do dew drop in the 9th grade...you're supposed to do that part when you are a junior and a senior. It only took Sunday to realize that the Griffin Ballet Theatre is not for me. I cannot WAIT to get outta there.
So, on Sunday we're riding down Rover Zetella with the gang and the song "Champagne Supernova" was on and it reminded me of Charla. I told Heather and we both began to get sad...especially bc it said "where were you while we were.." you know. How sad, I miss those days more than anyone could ever know. Speaking of which, their court date was today and Heather's phone has no service. Great.
I'm really really ill because all everyone does it talk about how wonderful their relationships are and it just really makes me depressed. People get mad at me bc they think that I say that since my relationship didnt work out that it means theirs isn't. Apparently, everyone has me very wrong. I don't mean that and my entry before about how I'm glad I didn't feel like Leah and Tyler did not mean that Leah and Tyler aren't gonna work out. It meant that I'm glad that I dont feel like I did 6 months ago because mine blew up in my face, that doesnt mean that Leah and Tyler arent gonna work out. I thought I needed to straighten that up so people quit getting the wrong idea.