no marriage/no children
okay so i've come to this conclusion... in order to do what I want to do... what my heart is passionate for... i can't get married and/or have children. I find nothing wrong with this, but it would be a lot easier for me to do and go where I wanna without someone or something holding me back... I think one day I MIGHT want to get married and possibly have children... but right now i'm looking into my future for 10 years... i don't see marriage and children there. my passion is more important to me. If God wants me to be in a relationship, then He'll put it there... but i'm not doing this "single and looking" crap... because i'm not... i'm single yes... but it doesn't have to describe who i am. and no i'm not looking. i am an independent person... i can acheive my goals easier without a boyfriend/fiance/husband... and just because my mother is down my throat about dating again... I DON'T WANT TO!! my passion is for missions... and for counseling. One day i will hopefully be able to move across the nation and get my masters degree at some kind of seminary. one day, one day. who knows... maybe i'll change my mind about this... but right now, this is how i feel.