i believe that in the life of every serious catholic youth that has experienced what its all about, they go through this phase. its when you don't feel it. you should know what that means. this is so normal. i went through it. the conventions, the searches, and the extraveganzas are what we "old" people call Jesus Boosts. its when you are re-energized with it all.
but now i am going to be honest with you. as much as i wanted to force myself to feel spritual because i was at something spiritual, it didnt happen that way. it never even hit me while i was there. the people i shared it with were what made it fun. it wasn't til after i left that i realized what i expeienced. this was the case every time.
now that i have nothing, being spiritual is hard. and truthfully, i make more poor decisions now than i did then. the road is fucking hard. but we must persevere in doing good.
jenna, now is the time to rise to power and lead the good in you and your friends. demand it. don't stand by. don't make the same mistake that i did.
thanks for caring joseph- i was thinking about how i wont always have these things that will give me spiritual highs and i thought how i was going to have to do it on my own- its a little scary but i guess thats the most rewarding part- it cant be easy- anyways thanks again for the comment- it really helped
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your fine.
i believe that in the life of every serious catholic youth that has experienced what its all about, they go through this phase. its when you don't feel it. you should know what that means. this is so normal. i went through it. the conventions, the searches, and the extraveganzas are what we "old" people call Jesus Boosts. its when you are re-energized with it all.
but now i am going to be honest with you. as much as i wanted to force myself to feel spritual because i was at something spiritual, it didnt happen that way. it never even hit me while i was there. the people i shared it with were what made it fun. it wasn't til after i left that i realized what i expeienced. this was the case every time.
now that i have nothing, being spiritual is hard. and truthfully, i make more poor decisions now than i did then. the road is fucking hard. but we must persevere in doing good.
jenna, now is the time to rise to power and lead the good in you and your friends. demand it. don't stand by. don't make the same mistake that i did.
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