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May 31, 2005 14:25

so i dont usually post this often but im going for it anyways
i have something to say but i dont know if i should
hmm... ok here i go trying to explain my thoughts which will probably be taken wrong and not understood but oh well this is for me
so have you ever tried to stop and evaluate who your best friends are? and have you ever had trouble figuring out who they are? i just dont know sometimes- i have a lot of friends and i love them all so dont get me wrong there- its just the whole "best friend" thing that confuses me- i know who i want my best friends to be but im not sure if they always feel the same way- sure they might say it but actions speak louder than words- so sometimes i just dont know- its not really that big of a deal it has just been on my mine recently- i just feel that sometimes no matter what i do i will never be that certain friend to some people- i feel that they have their one BEST friend that i will never compare to- and while i try with these people i feel like i could be neglecting other people who want to be my best friend- idk its just a strange world we live in
that sounds kinda gay
oh well thats all
i love you
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