Nov 05, 2005 15:23
Ok, I'm not gonna lie, I don't like being alone. I'm also going to say that I don't want to be in something that doesn't feel right. I also what a guy who is going to pursue me. If things come too easy to them then it normally isn't good. I need to be needed. I miss Chris a lot. However, I can't go back to that. If he wants me, he's got to pursue me, show up randomly, something out of a chick flick! I've always had a drama filled life, so I want the dramatic ending, too! No matter who it be with, I want something romantic, where I get swept off of my feet! I don't want to have to work for it! I want the guy to work for it. Now, in comes the hard part, I have NO patience what so ever, this causes me to be fairly forward from time to time! Please, if you are a praying person pray that I find strength. I want someone who is going to love me as much as I love them, do things for me and make me smile. That's a HUGE one, I need someone who makes me laugh and smile. I'm a happy person, so it doesn't take a lot to make me laugh/smile, but it is a definate requirement! I dunno...life is just so confusing right now. My options are wide open and I wish that I had a book to find all of the answers. I guess taking my time I'll find them, but who knows! Well, I'm depressing myself, so I'm runnin' to Kmart to do some shoppin'! hehe! Leave love if u'd like! Missin' u all like KrAzY, yos! hehe
Love,
Jennalynn