*Sigh* God I need help...
I swear sometimes I wish I had a different father. I mean I seriously love my dad, but he is such a jerk sometimes. He also chooses to be a jerk at really bad moments, like right when we're beginning to get close he starts up on me and my music career.
Tonight we were watching CMT and my dad for some freakin reason thinks that I should sing country music and I told him, "DAD! I do not want to be in the country music industry." He's just so stubborn and all he thinks about is MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! It gets on my last nerve.
OK so I am a lazy daughter who does nothing but sits on her ass all day long (This is his vision of me not mine). I know what I need to be doing. I need to be getting out into the music world and findingI DON'T KNOW HOW!!! I am not a Manager. I don't know what our next move is supposed to be. I AM NOT PERFECT!
I am so exteremly tired of his BULL. I don't understand how my mom has dealt with him for so long. Every time he tells her what to do she automaticaly submits and does whatever he wants. I hate to tell him, but if I ever get out of this house...no WHEN I get out of this house and make something of my self in the CHRISTIAN music industry I'm taking mom with me and he can live alone with is stupid money.
Why are men so focused on money? Why is it such a big deal for them to have to have money all the time? I mean my mom and I, we're happy. We're content with what we've got and me going into the music business has nothing to do with money. I mean it would be good to be able to live comfortably on what money I make, I'm more interested in using the gift God's given me and playing the music that I love. *Sigh* I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who understands what I'm going through.
Tonight we were watching CMT and my dad for some freakin reason thinks that I should sing country music and I told him, "DAD! I do not want to be in the country music industry." He's just so stubborn and all he thinks about is MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! It gets on my last nerve.
OK so I am a lazy daughter who does nothing but sits on her ass all day long (This is his vision of me not mine). I know what I need to be doing. I need to be getting out into the music world and findingI DON'T KNOW HOW!!! I am not a Manager. I don't know what our next move is supposed to be. I AM NOT PERFECT!
I am so exteremly tired of his BULL. I don't understand how my mom has dealt with him for so long. Every time he tells her what to do she automaticaly submits and does whatever he wants. I hate to tell him, but if I ever get out of this house...no WHEN I get out of this house and make something of my self in the CHRISTIAN music industry I'm taking mom with me and he can live alone with is stupid money.
Why are men so focused on money? Why is it such a big deal for them to have to have money all the time? I mean my mom and I, we're happy. We're content with what we've got and me going into the music business has nothing to do with money. I mean it would be good to be able to live comfortably on what money I make, I'm more interested in using the gift God's given me and playing the music that I love. *Sigh* I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who understands what I'm going through.