crazy
so i took that stupid gre today. and i ended up scoring about 300 points above my test score. yeah i honestly dont get standardized tests >,< or else that little amount of practice i did made me gain 300 points >,< if that was the case just think if i studied for like a week!! i'd be in the like 3000s >,< yeah right hehehe.
too lazy to do a ljcut surprisingly. but i've always known that my friends never know how to handle me when i am hysterical. today i realized my family doesnt either >,< i've been slightly freaking about this test and stuff. so i decided yesterday that after the test i deserved to sleep in my real bed. so i came home. while i'm at home eating lunch mom says that she basically told my dad if he wasnt here when i got home and i was freaking out she'd kill him >,< cause she didnt want to deal w/ a hysterical me by herself >,< yeah. that just says i dont freak out enough >,< i cant believe my parents dont even know how to calm me down when i'm upset >,< ugh.
too lazy to do a ljcut surprisingly. but i've always known that my friends never know how to handle me when i am hysterical. today i realized my family doesnt either >,< i've been slightly freaking about this test and stuff. so i decided yesterday that after the test i deserved to sleep in my real bed. so i came home. while i'm at home eating lunch mom says that she basically told my dad if he wasnt here when i got home and i was freaking out she'd kill him >,< cause she didnt want to deal w/ a hysterical me by herself >,< yeah. that just says i dont freak out enough >,< i cant believe my parents dont even know how to calm me down when i'm upset >,< ugh.