So I'm cleanin out my computer before I turn it over to Erica and I've been zipping and Yousendit.com-ing shit to myself for hours. Its sick. My ass is so numb, and Kiley Dean could not be taking longer to send.
Everyone's leavin y'all. It's so sad. I walk around the halls and you see everyone getting ready to leave. People packin up their stuff and moving it out. I saw one of the girls and her boyfriend helping her clean her dorm room today. I get all teary eyed and stuff. I still remember as Patrick and I first moved in here. LOL. I had trouble sleeping my first night and I was pissed coz I was so tired. And I remember the first time I met my roomate, I was so afraid that I was gonna drive her crazy...we ended up driving eachother nuts but it was good. I'm gonna miss her. In hindsight, you realize how much people can shape and mold you and I've learned a lot from her. Obviously, because she lives with me, she's able to call me out on a lot of things that other people can't or won't and believe it or not, that kind of stuff is good. Keeps me honest. She's been there for a lot of things, some of them she knows about, others she doesn't. But point being, she was there. And if it weren't for her and Patrick I would have done some pretty dumb shit a few times this past year. She's tough. She's a strong person. Fuck what everybody else says, she gets props, coz she does what she wants to do, and doesn't take shit from anyone. So many people think they're like that, or put up a front like they're like that but when it comes down to it, I see her behind closed doors and I know what gets under her skin and what doesn't and she's the real deal. Socks or not, I'll share my fruity pebbles with her anyday.
I'm so glad that finals are over for the most part. I just have that one Social Psych final on Friday and I'm done....thank god. Tomorrow a nice peaceful off day till I have go pick up my laptop and work. boo for cacique panties is all I have to say about that.
Man. I should really be packing my own shit up but yeah. pack!?!?! pffft. why?!?! lol. I'm excited for the summertime. I always seem to be so much happier in the summertime, maybe it's coz I spend so much of it with Suk, who knows. I'm really looking forward to it tho. Different classes, a new roomate, baybeh daddeh, it's gonna be great. I'm excited. I can't wait till Fall classes start up and I get to see Steph after pretty much not having lived with her all summer, and Patrick after he's been home from 3 months. He's gonna come back lookin like Calista Flockheart. lol. it's so true. lmao. Don't wanna get too ahead of myself tho. Right now I'm just really tryin to slide through these next few days so I can go stay with my grannie and my unkle and hang out with them for a week.
Staying with Grandma is always fun coz she knows so much about everything and nothing all at once. She's got a lot to offer if people would just listen. Plus being with her just makes me happy, unless she's sad, which in turn makes me really sad. lol. It'll be fun though. It'll be nice to sleep in an apartment vs. a dorm and not have to get up in the middle of the night and walk all the way down the hall to the bathroom. I'm lookin forward to not having to go to any classes for a few days and not having to worry about research papers or grades, even if it is just for a week. Plus I'd like to go to North Bergen and visit Ms. A and Mr. M coz I miss them soooooooooooooooooooooooo much!
Kashi and I are gonna go to the movies this weekend. HOLLERZ. we're gonna go see crash. That should be tonz o' fun. I love that girl, she's on my A list. I wish you guys could see her, she's got this perfect blonde hair and she's just so adorable. plus she's gangsta, so you know. lmao. jk guys, just kidding. I'm off to play on myspace, which reminds me, do any of you guys have a myspace? add me!
http://www.myspace.com/c0c0nutz love y'all. :-*