Oct 05, 2004 20:55
unbelievable. why do I let people do this to me. I'm sick of opening up. ugh and people getting mad over stupid shit. I have a good like 7 or 8 friends that don't drive me crazy. I'm sick of opening up and getting stepped on. People lie and I don't understand it. I would never do some of the things people do to me, I would never want to make anyone feel this way and yet somehow the good people always get dealt the nasty shit. and I don't understand why I still even talk to you. you make me sick, you make me feel like I'm not good enough, you KNOW this, how many times did I tell you and you have yet to do anything about it. why did I open up to you? I should have known it wouldn't work out. fuck it, I'm done.