and when the answer that you want is in the question that you state. come what may...
I'm finally really happy. everything is finally going my way. school is school but me and my mom are getting along weirdly well. my friends are just amazing as usual, Matt and I have only fought once since he got home and thats cuz I was in a bitchy mood, me and Gab are cool. I'm becoming a lot more patient with her lately, I think I'm beginning to see a lot of myself in her so I almost hafta be nice to her cuz I was the exact same way when I was in 6th grade. She's not that bad though. Regardless I love her. Anyway, theres just one thing, one feeling I can't seem to shake. I got what I wanted, what I wanted the whole time but somehow something's not right. I shouldn't be complaining cuz I know I'm lucky and Danielle and Fele just keep telling me that I have no reason to worry because it all came to me. I never brought anything up and I got it. ugh I know I'm just being my normal paranoid self but I just want this. I'm sure everything will be fine. I know it will be. I'm stronger than that, It's stronger than that. ok I'm going to bed soon. I'm exhausted from last night and being in and out of the car all day makes me so damn tired. I hate it.