tell me why this hurts so much
after tonight I'm guaranteed at least, another week of no sleep. It's like as soon as there's nothing to distract me you're all I can think about. it really kills me. I never cry over this shit, and tonight I just couldn't hold it back. It's so fucking stupid. You made me so happy but it's my fault for giving you control, it's my fault for letting it happen but that doesn't make it any easier.