wearing her heart on her sleeve
Yesterday Marissa, Nate and I went to PPM and then to Thayer Street to find them clothes for Winterball. We had lunch at Johnny Rocket's and left Nate's name on a napkin along with "add me on facebook" for the waiter who had a man crush on him haha. Then, yesterday night, I went over to Rachel's with Marissa, joined by Rich, Eric and Tee. It was a really, really fun night. The gals and I just made videos and went crazy. Rachel's good at dancing while on one leg lolol. At one point around midnight, Jess and her friends started banging on the wall outside Rachel's livingroom and we thought someone was breaking in. We have a video of it. Me shutting 3OH!3 off just in time to hear "bang bang bang", then running and staring at Tanisha as we run out of view screaming. Haha, when we came back in we were holding each other's hands. Glad to know we'd be good in a bad situation. We made some more videos this morning.
Today Kayla came over and we organized my books and CDs then just talked about a lot. Some of the stuff we talked about was absolutely hilarious. It was a good and productive day.
Right now I'm using my "hour a day on the weekend" thing for the Internet. I really don't miss it. I don't miss pissing myself off because people suck. I love people who think they're oh so philosophical so they writecomplete crap in their MySpace about me sections. I certainly don't miss the attention seekers (aka scene kids or $C3nii3$Z, whichever.) I'm being a lot more productive now and I'm doing things I enjoy. Of course, I'm usually glued to my phone nowadays, because I'm talking to Rich or someone else, but it's easier than sitting glued to a screen. Eventually, when I get back on regularly, I want to upload more videos. Not necessarily with anyone, but on my regular YouTube account (jennarara) because I love taking them so much. I'm inspired by livelavalive lately, thanks to Tee.
A lot has changed this week. New things have been said and heard and I feel more in touch with myself, as cheezy as it sounds. I'm trying new things and ready for newer experiences. I've gone through so many emotions lately, it's crazy. But for now I'm pretty content and extremely happy :) I am looking forward for what comes next. I'm trying to not let things anger me as much and just trying to basically be relaxed. Yeah, I know, it's me we're talking about. Relaxed isn't something I'm familiar with :D I'm usually overly mad, overly happy, overly tired, overly hyper, overly worried, overly content. Basically, I'm very dramatic.
Basically, I'm too much too handle :D
Today Kayla came over and we organized my books and CDs then just talked about a lot. Some of the stuff we talked about was absolutely hilarious. It was a good and productive day.
Right now I'm using my "hour a day on the weekend" thing for the Internet. I really don't miss it. I don't miss pissing myself off because people suck. I love people who think they're oh so philosophical so they writecomplete crap in their MySpace about me sections. I certainly don't miss the attention seekers (aka scene kids or $C3nii3$Z, whichever.) I'm being a lot more productive now and I'm doing things I enjoy. Of course, I'm usually glued to my phone nowadays, because I'm talking to Rich or someone else, but it's easier than sitting glued to a screen. Eventually, when I get back on regularly, I want to upload more videos. Not necessarily with anyone, but on my regular YouTube account (jennarara) because I love taking them so much. I'm inspired by livelavalive lately, thanks to Tee.
A lot has changed this week. New things have been said and heard and I feel more in touch with myself, as cheezy as it sounds. I'm trying new things and ready for newer experiences. I've gone through so many emotions lately, it's crazy. But for now I'm pretty content and extremely happy :) I am looking forward for what comes next. I'm trying to not let things anger me as much and just trying to basically be relaxed. Yeah, I know, it's me we're talking about. Relaxed isn't something I'm familiar with :D I'm usually overly mad, overly happy, overly tired, overly hyper, overly worried, overly content. Basically, I'm very dramatic.
Basically, I'm too much too handle :D