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Jan 18, 2006 11:47

Blahhhhh. Why do I do this?

I overthink.
I doubt myself and others.
I expect the worst.
I don't trust.
I overexaggerate.
I worry.
I lose confidence.
I overdramatize.
I don't believe.

I hate the way my mind works sometimes. I really am my own worst enemy in a whole lot of situations. I get so concerned that I'm going to ruin things that I actually do ruin them just by being way too concerned. I should really work on that.

In other news: It's rainy and dreary. Which, among other things, means my eye will probably hurt for most of the day. Yay.

Okay this entry is the end of my negativity and horrible cynicism for the time being. I can't change any of what my mind did recently but I can change what it's going to do next. Worrying never got anybody anywhere.

I'm out.
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