Changes
So i was thinking all day today that im gonna change my life around... last sat. night I smoked and I had gone for 2 months and 8 days... that could really fuck me over.... Im done with that... and smoking... I have choosen to stop smoking cigs also... I know I can do that... but Im gonna be good till the 27th... plan on going to this party with my friends and having a great time... but after that... no more... Im not gonna do the stuff that I would get in trouble for (by my mom... long story but my mom found some shit my sis wrote about doing drugs and cutting)... the only thing that im not gonna stop is the dating part.... today fucking sucked.... have you ever just wanted to cuddle with somone really bad.... yeah... all day... there was shadow weasel and venus... yeah... not gonna happen.... now that I think about it its more that i want somone to cuddle me... umm im getting off subject and I have no idea how I did that but.... yeah... I have stopped smoking