so long sweet summer
this is the last night of summer.
high school & elementary school all start tomorrow, as well as some uni's.
its so weird to think that i should've been attending class at york tomorrow morning with the rest of the bunch, but ill be heading off to work instead. it was so weird going back to school shopping with my sisters, and not needing to buy anything for myself. its such a weird feeling knowing that im NOT returning back to high school tomorrow morning. organizing, and going to school by my car pool. eating lunch in the caf. skipping a class here and there. not having my locker, with the stupid lock i could never open, or remember the combination too. weird thinking that im not gonna hear the end of the day bell, walk to the convenience, say "hello" to everyone on the way, and then get back into the car pool, go home and watch my daily 'general hospital.'
its such a weird feeling.
lisa left this morning for waterloo. i said "goodbye" last night. we all cried. rochelle is back in montreal. yvonne is in waterloo also. tim is leaving for europe soon. jack also recently moved to montreal. justin left and is back to guelph for his second year. jared left at the beginning of summer to virginia. mark from work is at queens, as well as jessica. mel from work is gone also. a lot of my workies left =(
its so hard 'losing' people so close to you. maybe not "losing" them completely, but "physically" losing them i guess. like their physical presence.
ive always dreaded the day, when all of us went our separate ways...
& that day has finally come. and it sucks ass.
im excited for each and every one of you. too see where life takes you, and how it strengthens and shapes you. how you grow, and to see the people you meet. to see where each and every one of you end up.
if i could have it my way, i would make it so that none of us ever lost each other. - no matter where we all end up, that some way, we would all still be in each other's lives like we promised.
so long, so long.