wow
I can't believe the summer is over.... school is starting monday and I am ready! I cant wait to get back in the swing of things! I cant wait to see my friends again! At the same time I am bitter that I spent my whole summer here doing a job I hate. oh well. This was the worst summer of my life but here's to hoping that next summer is better.
I am at work now in the freshman dorm during orientation.....surprisingly quiet.
I have let go of one of the most important relationships of my lifetime....or at least I have told myself that. Lord knows I miss that friendship but I am worn down....I have become so numb to the idea. I dont feel anything at all about losing it.....Once in awhile I will get a feeling of sadness...or wishing the person was here....wanting to tell her something, and so on. Overall though I am just not upset over it at all I feel like a zombie.
Speaking of relationships....I went out on a date...the guys likes me...sometimes....he is champ at mixed signals lol....but he told me has never been in a relationship before...which makes sense that he has no idea what he's doing...I just dont know that I am up for teaching someone how to be in a relationship with me....not my kind of guy I think....He's nice and I would like to have a boyfriend but I feel like there is no chemistry happening....I decided to give it a chance though and see where it goes.
Tiffany is coming to visit I ammmm soooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will probably have to sneak her in the dorm but whatev lol its fine
I am going to NY for labor day YAY! RACHHHAAAEEELLL
I am at work now in the freshman dorm during orientation.....surprisingly quiet.
I have let go of one of the most important relationships of my lifetime....or at least I have told myself that. Lord knows I miss that friendship but I am worn down....I have become so numb to the idea. I dont feel anything at all about losing it.....Once in awhile I will get a feeling of sadness...or wishing the person was here....wanting to tell her something, and so on. Overall though I am just not upset over it at all I feel like a zombie.
Speaking of relationships....I went out on a date...the guys likes me...sometimes....he is champ at mixed signals lol....but he told me has never been in a relationship before...which makes sense that he has no idea what he's doing...I just dont know that I am up for teaching someone how to be in a relationship with me....not my kind of guy I think....He's nice and I would like to have a boyfriend but I feel like there is no chemistry happening....I decided to give it a chance though and see where it goes.
Tiffany is coming to visit I ammmm soooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will probably have to sneak her in the dorm but whatev lol its fine
I am going to NY for labor day YAY! RACHHHAAAEEELLL