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This weekend was pretty good :) Friday me and Justine went to the Corydon game. I had a feeling something crazy would happen and it did. First fucking wet dog tried to trip me, she is such a dumb whore when will she grow up? Prolly never but who cares about her!?! Neways Chad's crazyass X G/F tries to start shit lol. She goes up to chad's family hugging on them and his granny just to piss Just off and she looks over and smiles. What a BITCH, don't let her bother u justine its obvious chad don't like her. Neways then Justine says hey Lisa we need to talk. Not being mean or anything than the fucking bitch flipps out and gets all crazy. So I push her back b/c she got all up in Just's face and we were pissed and Drummonds wife had to hold back crazy lisa so we left after calling her an ugly cunt. So she throws her phone at us and it breaks in half lol what did that do? So then some girls come out side and yell " WHERE THEY AT WHERE THEY AT?" lol it was pretty funny. we wren't scared though, we still went to wall mart and then ate at wendy's. It was fun though hehe. Than we stoped by at Dana's and of course pple are there that I didn't wanna see. We didn't really stay to long though. B/C we got there pretty late and letf afer a lil while. I am kinda glad though b/c there was someone there I want NOTHING to do w/. and i think he knows that now. I just wish he wouldn't call b/c I don't want any problems w/ Brent. B/C that's who I wanna be with. I just dont wanna talk to him at all! Brent heard his voicemail he left me and was pretty mad but I didn't wanna hide it. I just wish I could get away from this shit ass town but if pple would stay out of my shit i wouldn't have any problems. Than I went back to Justine's and "someone" calls me again, but I didn't answer b/c I knew who it was! Than we left a voice mail and called back. I didn't wanna wake neone up so I answered my phone and he said we was on the way to Just's house. I was like OMG NOO you can't. So I made up a lie about her dad getting ready for work so he didn't come. I used to have a problem telling him no and to go away but now I can do it w/ no problem. Maybe b/c I know what I want and it isn't him. I just am sick of these crazy voicemails and I don't wanna be friends w/ a lier. More than anything I really wish all rummors and gossip and drama would STOP. It would be so wonderful I want that more than anything. So i'm really gonna work to make that happen and be happy w/ life.
So on to Saturday, it was pretty good. Me,Brent,Sam,and Funk went out to eat. I didn't know how it would end up but the night was fun. Everything was great and it seems like there might be a lil something w/ Ryan and Sam. IDK though, might just be me. But we had fun and I would like to go out w/ them again. They are cute together (sam go for it ;) ) Me and Brent fought b/c he noticed my phone was ringing and i wouldn't pick it up. so he looked at the missed calls and they were from the same person. Than he heard the voicemail, which said..if you don't call me back i'll fucking shoot you. It was pretty crazy but oh well i ain't gonna worry about it. i'm just not gonna pick up my phone so this drama will end. that's all i can do. i just hope brent realizes i wanna be w/ him like i tell him i do. and that i am doing the right thing, and not messing w/ other pple and being 100% faithful to him. B/C he is who i wanna be with. HOPEFULLY it all works out for us :) !!
Sunday was kinda questionable I didn't know if Brent wanted to see me or if he was mad I guess everything is better. we had deep serious conversaations lol. its all ok thou ;) he knows that i love him. anyways we went to the mall, he was gonna buy me somthing but i couldn't find nething. i'll wait to go shopping until spring break. we're gonna go to the zoo ;) hehe. Well than we got subway and big cookies w/ icing in the middle. they were yummy! it was fun. we came back to my house and watched saw, i duidn't like it but oh well. too sad :( .....I have really crazy funny feelings I feel like something bad is going to happen. but i 'm not gonna listen to that i'm just gonna go on and act like i don't have these feelings and everythig is ok. b/c that's how i want it 2 be. WELL I hope everything was GREAT for everyone this weekend and they had lots of FUN!!! BYE BYE
Much Luv,
Brook !!!!