May 23, 2005 17:18
why in the world do i have to go threw so much shit?!? i have no clue. I just wish that all of this crap would end. pple keep on calling me asking/telling me the sos. I just have a million and 1 things bothering me. i really hate it when friends fight, and of course they are. I love Sarah & Alicia to death and i hate what's goin' on. although i'm a little pissed. idk who said it, but "someone" went around sayin' that i don't like josh and i'm too scared to break up w/ him. i've heard it from more then one person, and i'm really curious to who said it! i have never said that to anyone so idk why it's getting started. b/c i do like him. another thing, i really do NOT wanna go threw what i did last summer, w/ stupid little kid shit. i've already heard that certain girls "can't wait until summer" so they can fuck up my house. that's really stupid but w/e. i'm not the one that's gonna be cleaning it up so why do i care? and paybacks are a bitch. just for once can everyone not get along? i'm just trying to keep to myself not get in everyone's shit and still stuff goes down. according to what i've been hearing. don't pple have anything better to do then make life hell for everyone else? i'm glad i have just a huge impact on some of yah'lls life though. the only thing i'm asking is if you have something to say about me do it to my face, b/c i'm gonna end up hearing it neways. i thought it was over but i guess it's not =( it'll probably never be. but i'm just not gonna let it bother me, i'm not a hard person to get along w/. i don't have any problems w/ neone i'm not hold grudges and i would love if pple would stop sayin shit about me!!! b/c i'm sick of pple comming up to me w/ a hundred different things.
*well neways i hope everyone has a great weekend, hopefully i will! i really need that right now esp.! something good needs to happen b4 i go crazy.... well i hope everyone's weekend is awesome and graduation goes great for everyone! oh and *Kaela are we still goin together? b/c yeah i don't wanna go alone either -lol-
*Alicia and Sam i got ur alls gifts hope you like them =) !!! I can't believe your all really gonna be gone next year!!! i'll miss you bitches!!!!!
*is neone going to kims,Shina, Sarah, Kaela!?!?! Shina if you are you can take me in that new ride ;)! but for real ur gonna take us girls out one night!!!! well i'm gonna go eat supper bye everyone!
Brook