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So I've been a slacker and haven't felt like updating. Ive been on, just been speechless...for once.
So here's a little update:
Wednesday:
I had my biopsy done. I thought I would be in and then out within 15 minutes, but nooo... they had to get the whole family history, and then blood test, and then urine test and then...finally, after 2 1/2 hours, I get to see the doctor. He begins off by lecturing saying that I'm 19 and shouldn't even be having sex at my age...and I definitely shouldn't be smoking. Blah blah blah... I've heard it a million times, but still not going to listen :0).
So, finally I get in the office and the lady (assistant apparently) starts prepping for the doctor. The doctor comes in, and well, all begins. I didn't realize that a woman had to be present also. So, not only did I get to be embarrassed by having a guy probe in my stuff, a woman got to watch him do it! Ugh. Sicko.
The biopsy was the worst thing I could of ever possibly experienced. I didn't so much hurt afterwards, I just was balling my eyes out on the table. And I laid for about 15 minutes just shaking. I cold, embarrassed and in pain. What a combination. I never ever wish that on anyone.
I'll find out my results in two weeks.... the 24th to be exact.
-So me and my mom decided to go eat Rodeo mexican restaurant afterwards cuz I was starving, and well, I wanted some free food. :0) I call up krysti, and she comes up there, then alan calls me and he comes up there. I noticed my mom whispering crap and all of sudden, people start singing and doing the whole birthday crap and I get a nice pie in my face. I didn't realize rodeo did that shit! I was furious! So not even an hour after the probing went on, I had to deal with sticky hair and the smell of soured milk on me. How wonderful. Thanks mom.
Thursday:
It was my birthday! The big 2-0. At least I'm in the "ties" instead of "teen." Don't feel much different...now it's just the start of the REAL countdown until I'm 21. :) I woke up with and krysti was watching tv. She's too funny cuz she went and bought some cupcakes and flowers and sang happy birthday to me. :) Funny thing is, the cupcakes didn't last much longer. :0) She said she was going to cook me breakfast, which would of been rad, but, she woke up too late. Regardless, it was the thought that counted. lol.
So, I went to school and then on to work. I figured it'd be any other day, just at work but with the advantage of it being my birthday and everyone tipping me better! haha, they sure enough did. I made pretty well on thursday. But, my mom suprised me and showed up with this monsterous cookie cake and then my sister had a dozen long stem roses sent to me at work. They are GORGEOUS!!! Other than krysti's flowers, (hahhaa, it looks like I was talking about her name)I've never really gotten flowers from anyone. I was pretty excited.
Since I was sick, I just worked and came home.
Friday I took off b/c me and alan were supposed to go and do something for my birthday. I ended up being an ass, like usual, and we got into a huge arguement. So most of the night I sat on my couch crying my eyes out.
And like usual, things are weird. Who knows. I over exaggerate everything...and I'm so damn picky when it comes to what I want...and when I don't get it, I'm a child about it. I really need to change my ways, or I will end up losing him for good.
Yup... well, I'm attempting to quit smoking and I was doing real good until the big fight on friday. I went through a pack then! So, I'm now getting back to where I'm barely smoking. just 1-3 a day. Not to shabby. Well, I'm going to tip-toe through the house and go smoke one. Krysti is PASSED out on the couch. Crazy girl slept hardly none last night. hah. Silly girl.
Toodles
So here's a little update:
Wednesday:
I had my biopsy done. I thought I would be in and then out within 15 minutes, but nooo... they had to get the whole family history, and then blood test, and then urine test and then...finally, after 2 1/2 hours, I get to see the doctor. He begins off by lecturing saying that I'm 19 and shouldn't even be having sex at my age...and I definitely shouldn't be smoking. Blah blah blah... I've heard it a million times, but still not going to listen :0).
So, finally I get in the office and the lady (assistant apparently) starts prepping for the doctor. The doctor comes in, and well, all begins. I didn't realize that a woman had to be present also. So, not only did I get to be embarrassed by having a guy probe in my stuff, a woman got to watch him do it! Ugh. Sicko.
The biopsy was the worst thing I could of ever possibly experienced. I didn't so much hurt afterwards, I just was balling my eyes out on the table. And I laid for about 15 minutes just shaking. I cold, embarrassed and in pain. What a combination. I never ever wish that on anyone.
I'll find out my results in two weeks.... the 24th to be exact.
-So me and my mom decided to go eat Rodeo mexican restaurant afterwards cuz I was starving, and well, I wanted some free food. :0) I call up krysti, and she comes up there, then alan calls me and he comes up there. I noticed my mom whispering crap and all of sudden, people start singing and doing the whole birthday crap and I get a nice pie in my face. I didn't realize rodeo did that shit! I was furious! So not even an hour after the probing went on, I had to deal with sticky hair and the smell of soured milk on me. How wonderful. Thanks mom.
Thursday:
It was my birthday! The big 2-0. At least I'm in the "ties" instead of "teen." Don't feel much different...now it's just the start of the REAL countdown until I'm 21. :) I woke up with and krysti was watching tv. She's too funny cuz she went and bought some cupcakes and flowers and sang happy birthday to me. :) Funny thing is, the cupcakes didn't last much longer. :0) She said she was going to cook me breakfast, which would of been rad, but, she woke up too late. Regardless, it was the thought that counted. lol.
So, I went to school and then on to work. I figured it'd be any other day, just at work but with the advantage of it being my birthday and everyone tipping me better! haha, they sure enough did. I made pretty well on thursday. But, my mom suprised me and showed up with this monsterous cookie cake and then my sister had a dozen long stem roses sent to me at work. They are GORGEOUS!!! Other than krysti's flowers, (hahhaa, it looks like I was talking about her name)I've never really gotten flowers from anyone. I was pretty excited.
Since I was sick, I just worked and came home.
Friday I took off b/c me and alan were supposed to go and do something for my birthday. I ended up being an ass, like usual, and we got into a huge arguement. So most of the night I sat on my couch crying my eyes out.
And like usual, things are weird. Who knows. I over exaggerate everything...and I'm so damn picky when it comes to what I want...and when I don't get it, I'm a child about it. I really need to change my ways, or I will end up losing him for good.
Yup... well, I'm attempting to quit smoking and I was doing real good until the big fight on friday. I went through a pack then! So, I'm now getting back to where I'm barely smoking. just 1-3 a day. Not to shabby. Well, I'm going to tip-toe through the house and go smoke one. Krysti is PASSED out on the couch. Crazy girl slept hardly none last night. hah. Silly girl.
Toodles