Jun 16, 2005 23:32
I feel horrible.
I'm oozy feeling, I'm hot as hell, And to top it off, I'm sunburnt!
I shouldn't of layed out as long as I did over at krysti's. I should of known better! I'm white as hell, and putting layer upon layer of oil on my ass probably didn't help. I thought I was browning...hahah, not hardly. I started feeling pretty sick as I was getting ready to leave. I was getting light headed and extremely too hot. I stood up and felt like I was about to pass out. I said my goodbyes and when I got my car, I couldn't breathe. I hurried to a convenient store where I bought the biggest thing of cold water I could find. It helped, somewhat. But, I was miserable the remainder of the night....and now....
Oh and, I think I'm pregnant. Joy?
I hardly had a period last month... it lasted like less than a day and I usually go a full seven. (like you wanted to know that). I've been getting sick everytime I eat...and I just feel like shit. I can't sleep and the whole nine yards. I took a urine test...came up negative. But, I think I'm goign to go to the health department tomorrow to get a blood test done. Cross your fingers I'm not... I really can't afford a kid right now.
We'll see. I know alan will flip if I am. As well as me. Just seems like everywhere I turn, people are asking "are you pregnant?" .... not because I look like I am. Just out of no where. Kind of getting to me. Maybe I'm just paranoid. And b/c alan is a sex addict.... who knows.
I'm so tired. I didn't sleep good last night and woke up early b/c my dog broke out of her cage and was chewing on my belt. Little bastard. I couldnt' sleep afterwards, so I just got up and cleaned. Woopie.
I have to work monday morning on the bar. I'm not looking forward to it. Not at all. I'm not a morning person...and to actually have to serve people in the morning. HELL no. I'm going to be so miserable. LOTS and LOTS of red bulls for me!
Anyways, I'm going to get a cold shower, and then I'm hitting the pillow. LAter