Sketchier than "Sketchy Phil"
The past few days have been complete and utter hell. Almost lost one of my best friends, and Alex & I just "broke up". I wish this never happened, and I wish I put aside my want for happiness, and listened to my LOGIC. I tried to give him the benefit of the doubt, and I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. I am so angry right now. I didn't even want to date him that much, it was just something I was willing to try. It wasnt a fucking marriage for christs sakes. Him & I agreed that he isn't his own person, and he was clearing the slate and being honest with everyone. Not 5 minutes later, I hear more lies he told.
I say it all the time, and i'm proven right quite frequently : You can not trust a single individual on this earth. Only yourself. And sometimes, that is the bigger issue.
It's pretty sad that things had to turn out this way, and I had to realize what an untrustworthy person he has been. Better sooner than later though.
Ah well, that's life I guess.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I really think I have underlying issues I need to deal with myself.
It's just one BAD EXPERIENCE after another. And, thankyou to each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart for helping me realize what my life is really all about. backstabbing, pain & confusion.
THE END
I say it all the time, and i'm proven right quite frequently : You can not trust a single individual on this earth. Only yourself. And sometimes, that is the bigger issue.
It's pretty sad that things had to turn out this way, and I had to realize what an untrustworthy person he has been. Better sooner than later though.
Ah well, that's life I guess.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I really think I have underlying issues I need to deal with myself.
It's just one BAD EXPERIENCE after another. And, thankyou to each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart for helping me realize what my life is really all about. backstabbing, pain & confusion.
THE END