very interesting
but anyways, last night i had a dream..and i didn't want to ever wake up, and i woke up and started crying because i knew that that would never happen....i was over at my uncles house and it was christmas, i walked through the door and in the living room, there were so many presents under the tree it was just like old times, it would take us litterally all day to open them because there were so many, and i walked into the room to get a better look at the pile and on the other side was my grandmother, i screamed "mimi" and i ran and gave her a big hug and i didn't let go, i kept saying i love you so much and i don't ever want you to leave, and i felt so happy and safe, i havent felt that way in a very long time, and i woke up and cried, for so many reasons, my grandmother wasn't coming back, i will never see her again, i miss her so much and i would give anything to just see her one more time, or even just hear her voice.....you have no idea how much i want to see her again, things would be so much simpler, but she isn't here, and she never will be again, AND ITS NOT HER FAULT......