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So last night I went out to dinner for my birthday with my momma, dad, brother, Andy, and Low. We went to Carrabbas OF COURSE hehe my FAV place to eat! At Carrabbas i opened some gifts { BTW SERVICE SUCKED LOL} anyways I got some air freshener things with the whole tigger gang on it! A sled that sings dashing through the snow! a couple orniments, and 20 bucks because its my twentyth birthday! Good stuff Good stuff...then we come home and have cake and pictures and then th eBIG GIFT....I open it and its a POOL STICK!!! BEAUTIFUL one at that! so Im DEFINATELY going to be playing more often than now!
~side note~
The past two days have opened my eyes to something. When you love and lose that person you can't just go back to them in hopes they will forgive the stupid choices we made. Love is a tricky thing isnt it? You can love more than one person...heck you can love a million people but its all in different ways. liek I love my friends...Robert, Andy, Low...all in different ways. i love dustin but only as a past feelings. I loved Steven but more deeply as friends. I love vicki and krys because they are my soul friends that even though I dont speak to krys right now I know she knows what her friendship means to me. A year ago I dated a friend named James. And yesterday he showed up at my door step..he walks in and out of my life in blinks. I never know when hes going to show again. I went to his work today to try and talk a few things out and it didnt go great. Basicly from his body lin-go I picked up that he doesnt wanna see me. So I took it as that and left...I dont think Ill bother people anymore Im realizing I bother people more than anything else.
~side note~
The past two days have opened my eyes to something. When you love and lose that person you can't just go back to them in hopes they will forgive the stupid choices we made. Love is a tricky thing isnt it? You can love more than one person...heck you can love a million people but its all in different ways. liek I love my friends...Robert, Andy, Low...all in different ways. i love dustin but only as a past feelings. I loved Steven but more deeply as friends. I love vicki and krys because they are my soul friends that even though I dont speak to krys right now I know she knows what her friendship means to me. A year ago I dated a friend named James. And yesterday he showed up at my door step..he walks in and out of my life in blinks. I never know when hes going to show again. I went to his work today to try and talk a few things out and it didnt go great. Basicly from his body lin-go I picked up that he doesnt wanna see me. So I took it as that and left...I dont think Ill bother people anymore Im realizing I bother people more than anything else.