Jan 29, 2009 09:38
I haven't written in a while.
I still have no motivation to say anything.
We moved out of the LO house and into our new Tigard apartment. I'm loving every moment in this new place.
I've decided to cutdown on drinking, when I do. Jenni now has a 2-drink maximum.
Climax had a layoff about two weeks ago. Jeff was one of the 11. I survived.
My joints are swollen. I have Raynaud's Phenonemon. My fingers, toes, and tongue go numb and white in the cold, whenever I'm under stress, or I'm working out. I'm being tested for auto-immune diseases. I see a Rheumotologist next month. I definitely have something. Not lupus. We'll know soon.
I feel alone and empty inside.