oh, family
so, does anyone else have an overly critical mother? man, sometimes i miss outtatown for the sole purpose of being able to wear whatever I want without recieving judgement from my mother. i feel like i ususally am pretty self confident, but i can only take so much! its like in the morning as i get dressed i think " do you think mom will think this makes me look fat, ect?" thats stupid really, i should just exercise my own discretion. i think im old enough to dress myself, really. don't get me wrong, i love my mother. but im so annoyed i just need to rant about it right now.
On a happier note, luckily i have an insane brother to keep me amused. so, he's in grade 9. His after-school time fillers range from him practicing with his 'bull whip' ( that he bought at a garage sale) in the front yard, making ninja throwing stars with his soldering iron, and today i found him taking pictures of himself (dressed as a ninja)making a step-by-step guide on how to MAKE throwing stars out of pop cans. the pics are currently downloading on our computer....and i have no idea what he plans to do with them. hes somehow managed to fin dsome equally insane people to be his friends, and they all have 'emo parties' together, because they think its really fun to get together and dress up emo. anyway, i love my bro. hope you are all having equally interesting experiences getting used to your families again. i miss ya all!
On a happier note, luckily i have an insane brother to keep me amused. so, he's in grade 9. His after-school time fillers range from him practicing with his 'bull whip' ( that he bought at a garage sale) in the front yard, making ninja throwing stars with his soldering iron, and today i found him taking pictures of himself (dressed as a ninja)making a step-by-step guide on how to MAKE throwing stars out of pop cans. the pics are currently downloading on our computer....and i have no idea what he plans to do with them. hes somehow managed to fin dsome equally insane people to be his friends, and they all have 'emo parties' together, because they think its really fun to get together and dress up emo. anyway, i love my bro. hope you are all having equally interesting experiences getting used to your families again. i miss ya all!