you built it up to watch it fall like it meant nothing at all...
this was in fact written a few days ago on my myspace, but i dont want it on my myspace so am plonkin it in here, coz i dont wanna delete it due to the valid point i am (god knows how) making........
i have been made to think about my friends - not that i dont like to think of them but james bought something that annoys me to my attention. in my last year of uni all my close friends lived near each other, bar a few, and my closest friends (bar els lol) lived in my house or next door. id see them all every day and id see the girls maybe once a week or so if it worked for us. but james always says we were lazy coz we didnt keep in touch allllll the time, and like rock star jon didnt live near us and he says we are lazy people for not keeping in touch with him.....why? rock star jon has a big group of friends and i know who my closest friends are and who can and cant be bothered, and its not a problem for anyone tis how it goes - people grow up and move on and thats how it happens. upon mention of this james wrote 'depressingness' and its not that at all, i still love seeing my girls when we meet its not like i detest them lol!! we just all moved on and expanded our groups....R block was never gonna remain just R block forever and we all know that......i dunno, im not havin a pop really, its just that if we are all happy with us not living in each others pockets whats the problem? i know who ill stay in touch with, namely els, ads, char etc and then when i see the others im sure itll be really cool to catch up - i mean i saw rock star jon at graduation and we had a good catch up like i had spoken to him the day before or something, nothing changed we just live apart.....like i havent spoken to els in a while (bloody girl's on holiday!!dont burn love, factor 50 !)but ill speak to her in a few days and itll be coolio :)
in conclusion lol coz i have gone in circles! tis ok, and probably healthy, not to have the same friends all the time, and to move on and grow, and its ok to see some people all the time, thats how life goes and it works for me and i know it works for everyone else too :)
i do miss my ex crowd though. to not have the boys next door for a cuppa and neighbours (and alcohol and 'top ten' tv shows on nights out!) and to not have els pop in for a cuppa on the way home from uni and to not go into chars room and moan and to not have kats crazy random noises to fill the silences lol i miss you people hugely, its not lessening at all. and to everyone else, thats what facebook's for lol :p ill catch you on your walls!!
happy days, im still me and im happy with that, and no one else seems to be complaining so no commotion necessary thanks.
ps. just a thought of the day....now i am happy to gossip about guys lol due to being a girlie, but seriously james talks about them and nothing else and i mean NOTHING! thats boring to me and makin gme not wanan go on msn coz i dont give two shits about the guys he is trying to find himself, meh.
pps. which brings me onto dans updata bout being boring. i think if you find someone boring its purely a clash of interests. methinks this is generally why id rather ask people about themselves than tell them about me coz i fear people dont share my interests and therefore get bored. make sense? it doesnt fully to me lol, i think dan said the word boring so many times in the update it lost me a bit haha! : p
ppps. i miss ads today, he would have brought some fun to the day and may have bee nable to explain neighbours to me lol.
i have been made to think about my friends - not that i dont like to think of them but james bought something that annoys me to my attention. in my last year of uni all my close friends lived near each other, bar a few, and my closest friends (bar els lol) lived in my house or next door. id see them all every day and id see the girls maybe once a week or so if it worked for us. but james always says we were lazy coz we didnt keep in touch allllll the time, and like rock star jon didnt live near us and he says we are lazy people for not keeping in touch with him.....why? rock star jon has a big group of friends and i know who my closest friends are and who can and cant be bothered, and its not a problem for anyone tis how it goes - people grow up and move on and thats how it happens. upon mention of this james wrote 'depressingness' and its not that at all, i still love seeing my girls when we meet its not like i detest them lol!! we just all moved on and expanded our groups....R block was never gonna remain just R block forever and we all know that......i dunno, im not havin a pop really, its just that if we are all happy with us not living in each others pockets whats the problem? i know who ill stay in touch with, namely els, ads, char etc and then when i see the others im sure itll be really cool to catch up - i mean i saw rock star jon at graduation and we had a good catch up like i had spoken to him the day before or something, nothing changed we just live apart.....like i havent spoken to els in a while (bloody girl's on holiday!!dont burn love, factor 50 !)but ill speak to her in a few days and itll be coolio :)
in conclusion lol coz i have gone in circles! tis ok, and probably healthy, not to have the same friends all the time, and to move on and grow, and its ok to see some people all the time, thats how life goes and it works for me and i know it works for everyone else too :)
i do miss my ex crowd though. to not have the boys next door for a cuppa and neighbours (and alcohol and 'top ten' tv shows on nights out!) and to not have els pop in for a cuppa on the way home from uni and to not go into chars room and moan and to not have kats crazy random noises to fill the silences lol i miss you people hugely, its not lessening at all. and to everyone else, thats what facebook's for lol :p ill catch you on your walls!!
happy days, im still me and im happy with that, and no one else seems to be complaining so no commotion necessary thanks.
ps. just a thought of the day....now i am happy to gossip about guys lol due to being a girlie, but seriously james talks about them and nothing else and i mean NOTHING! thats boring to me and makin gme not wanan go on msn coz i dont give two shits about the guys he is trying to find himself, meh.
pps. which brings me onto dans updata bout being boring. i think if you find someone boring its purely a clash of interests. methinks this is generally why id rather ask people about themselves than tell them about me coz i fear people dont share my interests and therefore get bored. make sense? it doesnt fully to me lol, i think dan said the word boring so many times in the update it lost me a bit haha! : p
ppps. i miss ads today, he would have brought some fun to the day and may have bee nable to explain neighbours to me lol.