private callers get no love from me, just let me be...
I think some people need to think before they do things. please excuse me now if my typing is shit on here coz i am not 100% happy. glen has posted a comment on his myspace site with a link to a blog he has, not too dissimilar to livejournal, and it basically shows all the feelings he had whilst we were together and it prooves i had every bloody right to end it for the exact reason i gave. he has posted almost every week we were together and it states me for a minimal amount and then there are just paragraphs and paragraphs of writing on how much he loves his ex girlfriend. now in all im not bothered coz this is the reason we ended but to be strung along like that and to not know that behind my back my then boyfriend was using me basically whilst he figured out whether he did or did not still love hannah, thats fucking low.
at least when i went through all that i made sure my head was on straight before i started even contemplating seeing anyone new. but to be with me and make me think i was important when really i never was and then to have it posted on myspace for anyone to see, thats just plain hurtful and a slap in the face. i dont deserve that and there was no reason for it to be made that available for anyone to see. though the anger that that brought is what made me write this so i suppose each to their own, im just as bad. says a lot about the difference in maturity levels in that relationship, suppose im lucky to be out of it and that i didnt get lead on any longer than i did.
im just mad this is the first time ive blogged in ages and its full of madness!!
anyways am going to the cinema tonight to see xmen so hopefully thatll brighten my mood. plus james is back in the country, hooooooooray and ads is also comin with us tonight, so i am happy we will have a nice time, i miss us all going out and having fun :) then monday me james and jen are hitting either arena or warehouse for some serious fun which will be GREAT! yay!
im gonna stop here coz i feel a bit drained.
happy days are still on, my day will not be ruined by someone as mean as that.
at least when i went through all that i made sure my head was on straight before i started even contemplating seeing anyone new. but to be with me and make me think i was important when really i never was and then to have it posted on myspace for anyone to see, thats just plain hurtful and a slap in the face. i dont deserve that and there was no reason for it to be made that available for anyone to see. though the anger that that brought is what made me write this so i suppose each to their own, im just as bad. says a lot about the difference in maturity levels in that relationship, suppose im lucky to be out of it and that i didnt get lead on any longer than i did.
im just mad this is the first time ive blogged in ages and its full of madness!!
anyways am going to the cinema tonight to see xmen so hopefully thatll brighten my mood. plus james is back in the country, hooooooooray and ads is also comin with us tonight, so i am happy we will have a nice time, i miss us all going out and having fun :) then monday me james and jen are hitting either arena or warehouse for some serious fun which will be GREAT! yay!
im gonna stop here coz i feel a bit drained.
happy days are still on, my day will not be ruined by someone as mean as that.