9 more days
Until I am rid of Barnie's forever. If I have another brain malfunction and think it is a good idea to go back will someone please knock sense into me. I am so happy that Brian and I are together. He makes me feel so good about myself. He is wonderful and I am thankful that I waited and found him. I am also proud and happy that things are going slow and we are not taking this to the next level yet. I do not want to ruin this and sex always ruins things. Don't get me wrong it is hard but I am glad I have the willpower to keep myself out of a situation where that could happen.