Jan 24, 2005 17:14
So...it has been a really long time since I have updated...I don't know why, I just haven't felt like doing it...It seems spring break was the last time, so let me catch you up on what has happened...I got accepted to U of L...I graduated with Honors...I got a good job at Accent Marketing working with Landon, Jimmie, and Tom...I worked there all summer...Hung out with Megan and all the girls...had a quick "relationship" with Brad...mine and Michelle's friendship ended over something I'm not really sure about, but I haven't seen her since graduation...She said over the phone that I got so drunk on graduation I said she was a fucking bitch, umm, thats funny, I didn't have a drop to drink on graduation...found out it was Justin Perrey that told her I said that...we never really got along and I think he was jealous of our friendship because he was trying to "get with her"...but I called him and he admitted that he told her that and admitted that I never said that, and I told this to Michelle, but it didn't do any good...so the rest of the summer went by pretty quick and school finally started...I was really excited and nervous at the same time...had some people from Jeff in my Bio class and Sam K in my math class, so that was cool...I became friends with Zach...aww...I love him...but he is a bitch cause he left me here this semester cause he wanted to move home...boooo...At the beginning of the semester, I quit my job at Accent and started working at UPS...fun fun, right?...umm, no...it's not that bad...So Christmas break came along and it was partyin all the time...Deven came home from the Air Force for a while and I got to hang out with him, so that was a plus...I really miss having him around...I could talk to him about anything and everything...he really is one of my best friends...I hung out with Megan Johnson during the break...I hadn't hung out with her since junior year, before all the drama happened...We went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner, and while I was there, I saw Michelle's parents and I talked to them for like a half hour, crying non-stop...I miss them so much...they were like family to me...and they still are...they told me they still loved me and if I ever want to just hangout with them to give them a call and we will...that really means a lot to me...When I was talking to them, I found out another reason Michelle was putting distance between us...they told me when we got accepted to different colleges, it really hurt her...She never told me that...If I would have known, I wouldn't have gone to U of L, but instead go to IUS because her friendship meant that much to me...We had been best friends for 7 years...she was my other half...we were inseperable...when I would go out and see people from school, they would ask me where Michelle was and I would have to tell them that I didn't know, because were no longer talking, and that really hurt me a lot...Having to deal with her not being a friend to me any longer was the hardest thing I've had to deal with other than my dad passing away...But anyway, as I was talking to Megan there, she told me that she had talked to Michelle and she said she told her that her boyfriend Josh, told her she needed to pick between me or Josh, and well, I guess she picked Josh...I don't know how true that is so, I'm not really going to worry about it... Well, the Spring semester finally arrived and my classes are ok...I have volleyball with Emily Clark...she is the only person I knew in any of my classes which kinda sucked, but it now gives me the opportunity to meet new people, which I have...I skipped my history for the first time this semester because I went to hang out with this guy named John in my English class...he seems like he is a pretty nice guy...I'm supposed to be writing a 4 page paper right now, but you know me, I always wait until the last day to do something, oh well, it's me, if you don't like it, suck my big toe...Well, I don't think there is really much else to say other than I'm sorry I haven't updated for all you Live Journal adicts...lol...well, I will try to update more often...Love all of you guys...MUAH...Jenn