The thing that haunts me
I don't know why I did it. I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. Maybe I was thinking, man, I have heard so much about the beheadings in Iraq and how much our Americans are suffering that maybe I'm curious to see one. I have never made such a mistake. They say you see hundreds of thousands, even millions of violent acts in your lifetime. From shootings, to intense car wounds, even those cheesy beheadings in movies, but nothing I have ever seen has prepared me for what I saw when I watched the last poor american "Jack" Armstrong, get beheaded. I will not describe what I saw in detail because I don't want to think about the details ever again and I want to make this entry public. All I have to say is we have to get our men the hell out of Iraq as soon as possible. Recently we have reached the thousand mark in the deaths of our soldiers and my no means do I think that is acceptable. I can only imagine how many of our people have suffered unthinkable deaths as the latest one I've seen and its only time before there will be thousands more. I don't think we are any closer to making Iraq "free" since we went in. Honestly, I think the world is in more danger than before we invaded Iraq. President Bush, you got us into this big fucking mess. What the fuck are going to do now?