not a word...
...i hear only the obligatory comments
apparently im not supposed to do this kinda thing anymore..im not supposed to write the entry when i get upset..im supposed to discuss it with whom it may concern.
but im sorry, this time i cant. this time im supposed to have more trust in to whom it may concern.
my first reaction was, in fact, to assume the worst, but i told myself no..he told me he wasnt like that, he told me i could trust him. so i made myself & shrugged the day off as no big deal, tomorrow will be better. today, once again my initial reaction was to no trust but i tried anyway..i tried so very hard. but actions speak louder than words...especially when words arent spoken.
yes, yes..jenna's wonderful vagueness
but this time i cant say anything-bc im supposed to trust..so if he reads this, fine; if he doesnt fine too. im not necessarily saying this on here bc i cant discuss it in person...i just need to say it..i need to get this doubt out there so that things dont build up inside
maybe this is just jenna overanalyzing..yes i have been known to do that..& i know most of this is kinda jumbled & spacy... i just feel like im a bother..& i dont want to be that, but i would be more of a bother if i addressed this issue directly, so i wont.
apparently im not supposed to do this kinda thing anymore..im not supposed to write the entry when i get upset..im supposed to discuss it with whom it may concern.
but im sorry, this time i cant. this time im supposed to have more trust in to whom it may concern.
my first reaction was, in fact, to assume the worst, but i told myself no..he told me he wasnt like that, he told me i could trust him. so i made myself & shrugged the day off as no big deal, tomorrow will be better. today, once again my initial reaction was to no trust but i tried anyway..i tried so very hard. but actions speak louder than words...especially when words arent spoken.
yes, yes..jenna's wonderful vagueness
but this time i cant say anything-bc im supposed to trust..so if he reads this, fine; if he doesnt fine too. im not necessarily saying this on here bc i cant discuss it in person...i just need to say it..i need to get this doubt out there so that things dont build up inside
maybe this is just jenna overanalyzing..yes i have been known to do that..& i know most of this is kinda jumbled & spacy... i just feel like im a bother..& i dont want to be that, but i would be more of a bother if i addressed this issue directly, so i wont.