up too early, need some hugs
I woke up at 6:30 this morning, thanks to Mack getting his internal clock all screwed up by being sick. He thought it was time for his bedtime medicine because it was still dark out.
It was still lightly misting this morning. As I looked out the window into the backyard, I was overcome by how alone I felt just because I couldn't even see my back fence. Everything was gray and nothing had definite boundaries. It was like a dream with all the fuzzy edges, but that just exacerbated the lonely feeling.
I need to be held. Times like this I wish I had a live-in significant other just so I could be held when I need it. Is that too much to ask?
The sun is starting to peek through the mist. It gives me hope, but isn't a sufficient replacement for a warm body with arms wrapped around me.
It was still lightly misting this morning. As I looked out the window into the backyard, I was overcome by how alone I felt just because I couldn't even see my back fence. Everything was gray and nothing had definite boundaries. It was like a dream with all the fuzzy edges, but that just exacerbated the lonely feeling.
I need to be held. Times like this I wish I had a live-in significant other just so I could be held when I need it. Is that too much to ask?
The sun is starting to peek through the mist. It gives me hope, but isn't a sufficient replacement for a warm body with arms wrapped around me.