New Years resolutions
It's officially the end of the first day of 2005. Judging by how today went, I'm a little worried about what's to come this next year if the trend continues. lol. But... I'll try to be positive.
Things from 2004 that I need to end before they take over yet another year of my life:
-liking the stereotypical 'bad boys'/manwhores. i've got to stop looking for/wanting what's difficut. and stop wanting what i can't have. it's been a trend my whole life, like i'm subconsciously purposely keeping myself from being happy.
-worrying way too much or getting upset about silly little things that won't even matter a week from now.
-worrying about what everyone else thinks. who cares what they think of me. as long as i'm happy with myself, that should be the thing that matters most.
-being so lazy and unmotivated, in both school and work. it makes it harder to get back on track.
-spending all of my money on clothes. i need to learn to save again, or i'll end up living with my parents forever (ugghh)
I'd come up with more, but I'm tired. And it's only 4am. Maybe I'll get to sleep before 7 today. I can't believe it's Sunday already. This weekend went by way too quickly. I do such a good job of taking time for granted.
I think I just sent a text message I'm going to regret...
-practice more self control. that goes on my list too
Things from 2004 that I need to end before they take over yet another year of my life:
-liking the stereotypical 'bad boys'/manwhores. i've got to stop looking for/wanting what's difficut. and stop wanting what i can't have. it's been a trend my whole life, like i'm subconsciously purposely keeping myself from being happy.
-worrying way too much or getting upset about silly little things that won't even matter a week from now.
-worrying about what everyone else thinks. who cares what they think of me. as long as i'm happy with myself, that should be the thing that matters most.
-being so lazy and unmotivated, in both school and work. it makes it harder to get back on track.
-spending all of my money on clothes. i need to learn to save again, or i'll end up living with my parents forever (ugghh)
I'd come up with more, but I'm tired. And it's only 4am. Maybe I'll get to sleep before 7 today. I can't believe it's Sunday already. This weekend went by way too quickly. I do such a good job of taking time for granted.
I think I just sent a text message I'm going to regret...
-practice more self control. that goes on my list too