Sep 04, 2004 19:25
it didn't ever really feel like summer in the first place...sure it was warm and hot sometimes running from place to place and job to job..but by no means was it relaxing and carefree.. there were no martini's sipped poolside and days of sunbathing..just neverending responsibility.. miminum 10 hour days...enderis...research assisstant...serving ice cream to the yuppy eastside..
but.. all those things are done for the most part...school's starting..and for so long i waited for it, thinking it would be less stressful.. and everything lacking in my life would suddenly dissipate or strenghten..but the opposite was true...fuck it.