Christmas
Ahhh~ Christmas Eve, maybe even Christmas in some places by the time you read this.
I don't know where to begin. This past year in 2008 many things have happened. We've done things we have never dared to do before, have done things we might regret for a while. been hurt, hurt others (unintentionally of course), been happy with joy, been at at your saddest, things you don't want to remember, things you want to remember forever. This is our never changing past. Today is the day to look at everything and reflect on ourselfs. We have gotten this far with everything we have done, we have gotten to this point and time and have managed to survive.
There are many things I wish to say and many things that will remain unspoken. Today is the day to be grateful for the good things, so maybe it's not going well today, think about this past year and look at what you have done for your selfs, I'm so proud of you guys. To have made it this far, to have made it and look back and say I did all this and though there are things I didn't want to do I still have made it to this point. To live is to look back and accept everything, to learn from what you have done and make use of it. On this holiday season, I just wish to say to everyone, overall I'm so happy that this year happened. I got to meet all of you guys, even if you don't read this I hope you at least read this sentence. My greatest happiness was when people told me that they loved me, and that they appreciate me, the cards to me are the greatest gift I could have gotten, thank you. If you didn't get one by me, let me just tell you that I love you so much and I didn't mean to not send you one, but I hope you know I did want to send everyone one. I have never ever felt like any of you were a burden to me, but I'm not going to lie and say I haven't been annoyed by some of you. Overall that love I have overcomes that annoyance though.
I want to wish everyone a happy merry Christmas, and I hope you recieve my love from where ever you are.
Lastly, thank you so much for being with a person like me. I may not be the greatest person in the world, but I try my best at being who I am.
P.S: Here's my favorite Christmas song under the cut
I don't know where to begin. This past year in 2008 many things have happened. We've done things we have never dared to do before, have done things we might regret for a while. been hurt, hurt others (unintentionally of course), been happy with joy, been at at your saddest, things you don't want to remember, things you want to remember forever. This is our never changing past. Today is the day to look at everything and reflect on ourselfs. We have gotten this far with everything we have done, we have gotten to this point and time and have managed to survive.
There are many things I wish to say and many things that will remain unspoken. Today is the day to be grateful for the good things, so maybe it's not going well today, think about this past year and look at what you have done for your selfs, I'm so proud of you guys. To have made it this far, to have made it and look back and say I did all this and though there are things I didn't want to do I still have made it to this point. To live is to look back and accept everything, to learn from what you have done and make use of it. On this holiday season, I just wish to say to everyone, overall I'm so happy that this year happened. I got to meet all of you guys, even if you don't read this I hope you at least read this sentence. My greatest happiness was when people told me that they loved me, and that they appreciate me, the cards to me are the greatest gift I could have gotten, thank you. If you didn't get one by me, let me just tell you that I love you so much and I didn't mean to not send you one, but I hope you know I did want to send everyone one. I have never ever felt like any of you were a burden to me, but I'm not going to lie and say I haven't been annoyed by some of you. Overall that love I have overcomes that annoyance though.
I want to wish everyone a happy merry Christmas, and I hope you recieve my love from where ever you are.
Lastly, thank you so much for being with a person like me. I may not be the greatest person in the world, but I try my best at being who I am.
P.S: Here's my favorite Christmas song under the cut
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