freeze time
Last night I found out that after an xray the doctors discovered a "large mass" on my grandma's lung. Sad. She has lung cancer 20 years ago and survived all this time. Why now? Why her? It angers me and saddens me more then I can ever explain. She said she doesn't want to do anything, I dunno if the doctors even can. And I understand that, she's in her 80's, feels she's lived her life and wants to do things her own way, not be on meds and the such. But I still want her to fight. Is that selfish? I don't want to lose her.
So that sucks. Freezing time now would be okay.
Mike has decided we should move to nova scotia. One acre of land with a raised bungalow on the ocean and five minutes from peggy's cove is only $150,000.....amazing. Thinking about it, but getting a job out there worries me. Again, I hate change. But it could work...the people are so much nicer, and so much green space. Just ideas in the air.
I'm tired of whinny girls who need to get a life and a man and remember they are 30, not 21. Seriously, all you do is complain when you don't get one little answer to your stupid annoying fucking messages. Get a life. Wish you would stay out of mine. You have a beer gut and greasy hair. Go fuck yourself.
Wow that just got angrier. Guess I'm in a pretty horrible mood.
Birthday coming up soon, no idea what to do for that. Everyone nowadays just wants to drink. That's all they ever want to do, and I don't. I want to go out and have fun, but seems I've run out of ideas around here, short of mini putt, bowling, and movies. That is also annoying. Eh I need to travel more me thinks, it's all I dream about all day. Rome, Greece, Australia, New Zealand, India, Russia, Sweden, Alaska, East West North South, I wanna see it all. But how does one support themselves and travel the world?
Well looks like I just got set up for photos, perhaps I should get ready for those. Anyone looking to buy a newer detached home in North Oshawa where the land taxes are the highest and the people are "interesting"?
Dirty Shwa.
So that sucks. Freezing time now would be okay.
Mike has decided we should move to nova scotia. One acre of land with a raised bungalow on the ocean and five minutes from peggy's cove is only $150,000.....amazing. Thinking about it, but getting a job out there worries me. Again, I hate change. But it could work...the people are so much nicer, and so much green space. Just ideas in the air.
I'm tired of whinny girls who need to get a life and a man and remember they are 30, not 21. Seriously, all you do is complain when you don't get one little answer to your stupid annoying fucking messages. Get a life. Wish you would stay out of mine. You have a beer gut and greasy hair. Go fuck yourself.
Wow that just got angrier. Guess I'm in a pretty horrible mood.
Birthday coming up soon, no idea what to do for that. Everyone nowadays just wants to drink. That's all they ever want to do, and I don't. I want to go out and have fun, but seems I've run out of ideas around here, short of mini putt, bowling, and movies. That is also annoying. Eh I need to travel more me thinks, it's all I dream about all day. Rome, Greece, Australia, New Zealand, India, Russia, Sweden, Alaska, East West North South, I wanna see it all. But how does one support themselves and travel the world?
Well looks like I just got set up for photos, perhaps I should get ready for those. Anyone looking to buy a newer detached home in North Oshawa where the land taxes are the highest and the people are "interesting"?
Dirty Shwa.