Day Six
Redeemable? More or less.
After I walked the dog and myself and cleaned the apartment, I felt better. Still bored just sitting around, though. TV offers nothing, I wasn't into anything on Netflix... I even ran out of internet to search.
So I did some laundry.
Later in the day I went to dinner at [INTENTIONALLY LEFT BLANK]. Always lovely company and a very tasty dinner, but everyone else had a drink in hand and I had water. I was offered a drink twice, but I turned down politely. I did get the comment, "What, are you hung over?" No, no... just sticking to water.
I think I'm just going to hide until the end of the month. I felt so awkward. I hope people don't think I'm pregnant. I don't know what's more embarrassing: that accusation or me having to come out and say I need to be sober for awhile because I can't control my drinking.
I'm also leaning toward just drinking on holidays and special events (birthday, engagements, weddings, babies, etc) after all of this.
My skin looks brighter, I look younger, I feel better and my weekend was super long because I didn't spend all of it sleeping a hangover away.
I still get beer cravings, but I'm hoping it fades, much like when I quit smoking. Now that just grosses me out when I think about it. Yuck.
OH, and I finally slept well last night. Took me awhile to get to sleep, but I managed to go through the night. I feel fine today.
And tonight is GYM NIGHT!! Looking forward to it. I think this week will be a good one.
After I walked the dog and myself and cleaned the apartment, I felt better. Still bored just sitting around, though. TV offers nothing, I wasn't into anything on Netflix... I even ran out of internet to search.
So I did some laundry.
Later in the day I went to dinner at [INTENTIONALLY LEFT BLANK]. Always lovely company and a very tasty dinner, but everyone else had a drink in hand and I had water. I was offered a drink twice, but I turned down politely. I did get the comment, "What, are you hung over?" No, no... just sticking to water.
I think I'm just going to hide until the end of the month. I felt so awkward. I hope people don't think I'm pregnant. I don't know what's more embarrassing: that accusation or me having to come out and say I need to be sober for awhile because I can't control my drinking.
I'm also leaning toward just drinking on holidays and special events (birthday, engagements, weddings, babies, etc) after all of this.
My skin looks brighter, I look younger, I feel better and my weekend was super long because I didn't spend all of it sleeping a hangover away.
I still get beer cravings, but I'm hoping it fades, much like when I quit smoking. Now that just grosses me out when I think about it. Yuck.
OH, and I finally slept well last night. Took me awhile to get to sleep, but I managed to go through the night. I feel fine today.
And tonight is GYM NIGHT!! Looking forward to it. I think this week will be a good one.