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So, yeah. Lots of shit. Things are breaking down everywhere I look.
-Lost my insurance on my car. Great, huh? It will take them a while to put it through and tell me to turn my tag in, so hopefully I'll be able to get it back before then. I put in applications at Rhino (again), Big Lots and a trucks part place the other day. Maybe, but probably not, knowing my luck.
-I'm getting fed up with FFXI. The game and the people. There are some really immature people who like to make fun of other people when they get their feelings hurt. More stuff, but I really don't want to get into it all. I played it mostly because of the other people I got to interact with, but that's changing. If I keep playing at all, I'll leave the Seekers linkshell.
-Gackt. Yes, Gackt. He's my favorite singer. Most everyone I know, though, can't refrain from talking about how damn gay he is or how much he sucks. Yeah, I know your god-dammned opinion. Drop it. He's not gay, and if you don't like his music, ignore it. I don't say those things about what you like, let me be.
-Adress: 1991 Mustang Road. Ford Town, Car Country. Why can't anything go my way? Living with some people around here is just like living with my mom. At least my mom loves me, in her own little way. Everything here in Palatka is too expensive or it takes credit. My credit is fucked now because of the little eviction. I signed everyone else off so I was the only one to take the heat in the end. Anything else is income based and subsidized, meaning you have to have help from HRS for that. And you know what? They can't help me because "I'm not pregnant and I don't have children" a.k.a. "I don't do drugs, I don't have five kids by ten men, I want to work for what I need, I'm white."
-I never get to see my friends. My friends. Like Manda, Lizz, Adam, Katherine, Ashley, Jessica, etc. Not Brandon's friends. /My/ friends. The people who have supported me and loved me more than anyone else. Brandon, Rick and Wes are all best friends and have their little thing going, which tends to leave me out alot, albeit however unintentionally. I'm just lost and alone, that's it.
-I am exhausted to no end. I can't sleep because I'm so stressed out, because I'm in pain all the time and because I'm away from Brandon. I jsut keep going and going until I pass out.
-Brandon. Oh, Brandon. Why do we have to be apart? I've come to rely upon him emotionally. He's always there for me and I love him to no end, even if he does piss me off. I can't stand to be away from him, and when I am, I feel broken and alone. I don't want to call his house because it will end up with problems for him. Not for me, I couldn't care less what they think of me anymore. We just need to get back on our feet and get away from everything.
I'm just looking for a way home, now.
-Lost my insurance on my car. Great, huh? It will take them a while to put it through and tell me to turn my tag in, so hopefully I'll be able to get it back before then. I put in applications at Rhino (again), Big Lots and a trucks part place the other day. Maybe, but probably not, knowing my luck.
-I'm getting fed up with FFXI. The game and the people. There are some really immature people who like to make fun of other people when they get their feelings hurt. More stuff, but I really don't want to get into it all. I played it mostly because of the other people I got to interact with, but that's changing. If I keep playing at all, I'll leave the Seekers linkshell.
-Gackt. Yes, Gackt. He's my favorite singer. Most everyone I know, though, can't refrain from talking about how damn gay he is or how much he sucks. Yeah, I know your god-dammned opinion. Drop it. He's not gay, and if you don't like his music, ignore it. I don't say those things about what you like, let me be.
-Adress: 1991 Mustang Road. Ford Town, Car Country. Why can't anything go my way? Living with some people around here is just like living with my mom. At least my mom loves me, in her own little way. Everything here in Palatka is too expensive or it takes credit. My credit is fucked now because of the little eviction. I signed everyone else off so I was the only one to take the heat in the end. Anything else is income based and subsidized, meaning you have to have help from HRS for that. And you know what? They can't help me because "I'm not pregnant and I don't have children" a.k.a. "I don't do drugs, I don't have five kids by ten men, I want to work for what I need, I'm white."
-I never get to see my friends. My friends. Like Manda, Lizz, Adam, Katherine, Ashley, Jessica, etc. Not Brandon's friends. /My/ friends. The people who have supported me and loved me more than anyone else. Brandon, Rick and Wes are all best friends and have their little thing going, which tends to leave me out alot, albeit however unintentionally. I'm just lost and alone, that's it.
-I am exhausted to no end. I can't sleep because I'm so stressed out, because I'm in pain all the time and because I'm away from Brandon. I jsut keep going and going until I pass out.
-Brandon. Oh, Brandon. Why do we have to be apart? I've come to rely upon him emotionally. He's always there for me and I love him to no end, even if he does piss me off. I can't stand to be away from him, and when I am, I feel broken and alone. I don't want to call his house because it will end up with problems for him. Not for me, I couldn't care less what they think of me anymore. We just need to get back on our feet and get away from everything.
I'm just looking for a way home, now.