what is wrong with me??????
I am starting to believe that I will never be in a relationship. Its like as soon as things start getting serious with a guy I get scared and stop liking them. It is so weird. I could like someone so much, and like the next day want nothing to do with them. My mom told me I need to go to a psychiatrist, and i'm starting to think thats not such a bad idea. There is something really wrong with me. I'm 19 and have never been in a serious relationship, but have dated around 30 guys. Everytime its the same thing. I like them so much, can't shut up about them. Start hanging out more and more, then...just like that...all the good feelings gone, and they are replaced with bad feelings. I have been lucky enough to have been with so many wonderful guys. Some that I even called perfect, and I just run from all of them. I dunno...maybe I'm just not meant to be in love...maybe I'm supposed to be a nun.