TRANSCENDENTAL NUMBER = E

[jenl]

Just got back from Fumari's with Liza and Will. Will is Liza's boyfriend now, yay! I'm so happy for them. They're so sweet. They're like... my favorite couple. Haha I'm their groupie!!! Make me a t-shirt! Oh wait, that's *my* job... I'll do that later. So anyways, I'm super proud of myself for hanging out with them and not getting totally lonely and sad and stupid and boring. (Part of that is due to their behavior and not being all over each other and all, so I can't take allll the credit... haha) We had a great time and I finally got to talk to this guy that has been persuing her for what now, a YEAR?????! He's swell, she's swell, now all they have to do is be swell together.

They rekindled my admiration for couples. Not the kissing part and the holding part, just like... the love part. Just watching my beloved friend Liza look at her boy (ahem, man? sorry, I just like using 'boy') while he's talking about mathematics WELL over 90% of the population's head, and... remembering that pride feeling. When you're looking at the person you're madly in love with and having the love inside of you fed and growing. It's such a wonderful feeling. I miss it, but God's been helping me to trust Him versus NOT TRUST Him and be all poopy sad about things that aren't meant to be for me. (or I'd have them)

Thank you God. That's all I want to say right now.