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[jenl]

Today was another day in my life. Haha that sounds so stupid. But it really wasn't different than any other day. I woke up, life began again, problems arose, and I tried to deal. It was really cold, and I didn't know it was going to rain. I was late to my class, and then it had moved to another room. G-102. This lovely room is where Tom and I had art history - the most boring class I have ever taken in my life. When I walked in late I just grabbed a seat. I sat looking around me knowing I had sat here before. And he had sat in the chair before. I looked at the screen where we had watched his art history video. I just sat there with heavy, full tears rolling down my cheeks and staring ahead. I didn't care if anyone saw, I was in agony. I wanted to just run away, but I have to write a paper on the movie we were watching. Another annoyance - Fahrenheit 9/11. So I put up with that and then class was finally over. Tommy and I ran into Patrick and Patrick kept trying to get everyone to do the "c step"... which I'm embarrassed to say I didn't know of until today. I had never heard of it. I'm so out of mainstream pop culture knowledge. (but I like it) We all hung out at lunch and I showed people my (huge) pimp phone. haha I was late to class as usual. Afterwards I went to the art gallery that Jaclyn told me about, and sure enough it was very cool. Firiel's painting was there. One I hadn't seen before, and it made me sad because I haven't seen her since my party this summer and I didn't know she even still went to Mesa. I ran into Patrick and we talked just us for the first time. He's different when you get him alone, but I guess everyone is. I think it's so cool he works with kids. :) On the way home I decided I was going to have my first "stressed-out cigarette". Or clove rather. I dunno, my friend gave me a pack so I decided if I was gunna smoke one it might as well be to relieve a little stress before going to work. It was hilarious because I'm so not a smoker. I couldn't even get the thing lighted using the car's cigarette lighter for like 5 minutes. I went to work and then came home. I haven't been eating hardly anything lately, I just haven't had much of an appetite. But I need to get the appetite goin' again. I decided to go to Michael's and buy some yarn for my friend Alicia in my anthropology class. She's so great, she signs me in when I'm late or don't show up at all. I'm gunna knit her a rasta scarf or hat. :D (By Monday!!! ahhh!) After Michael's I surprised Trisha by stopping by and giving her a Christmas ornament. We played with our phones. I got to see Juliet & Allison. :) I got home at like 10:30 and then I surfed the internet looking for a monkey pattern I could knit really quick. The only things I found were humongous sized monkey doll patterns or the exact thing I wanted:



Too bad I'm not an expert and I don't know how to knit something by just looking at it! :( So now I need to come up with a "creative project" for physical anthropology to have in class in exactly 8 1/2 hours! ahhhhh Were does sleep come in? Okay I'm done rambling, bye bye.

Random thought: Man I hope my future husband can sing. That would be a *major* plus. Dreamy...