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I want Christmas Eve's magic.
I want someone to sing my heart out with.
I want the loft apartment.
I want someone to know me again.
I want that moment where we ate pizza on Jeremy's porch and laid down in his lawn to appreciate the clouds.
I want Sarah to find whatever it is she's looking for.
I want to be somebody's Big Hands.
I want someone to understand.
I want to split a 6-pack with Jeremy early summer night in my backyard and talk about things that don't matter. or anyone who would want to talk.
I want a world of people who care.
I want someone to cuddle with.
I want to join the peace corps.
I want passion.
I want to spend my life making films, or taking pictures. or writing.
I want to know that Sara is okay, somewhere.
that she still exists. beyond memories.
I want you to make it.
I want Erin to be happy with her body. and not hate herself whenever she eats.
I want to meet new people.
I want to see Colleen and Ashley on stage someday. and julie and dan mcgrath.
I want to live on my deck this Summer.
I want you to be happy.
I want to go camping.
I want Adri to live closer to Kate.
I want to get caught in hard summer rain.
I want everyone to be able to experience their own form of Orange.
I want Friday nights of degrassi and quick stop back.
I want to feel okay with expressing vulnerability.
I want to not be so shy and quiet and awkward.
I want to live.
I want someone to appreciate the fact that I am shy and quiet and awkward.
someone who cares enough to go beyond that. that there is something more there.
I want Spring.
I want the commune.
I want to dance barefoot. everywhere.
I want to be who I've been trying to be.
I want to know what I'm looking for.
I want to stop looking.
im not entirely sure i want people to read this, but fuck it.