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Yesterday it hit, the overwhelming dealings of not being anywhere near the people I love and miss the most. Its not that Ive not met cool peeps at work but it takes time to fall in step with all of them, and to hang out outside of work and so forth. Yesterday I hit a wall of emotion and i really didnt want to stop crying, it was horrible. It all started with not being able to talk to the boy before work, and then at work, certain kids returned from a workshop and of course I was prewarned it was an emotional one. I think it hit me right there, as these kids were tore up emotionally just crying like lil children, its amazing to see it and to hear their stories. The stories, are just unreal, and it makes me realize how many kids go unhelped, for many different reasons. Regardless I think im gonna love this job, even though yesterday I realized how much I miss everyone and that things are forever changed, and bittersweet change. Well its Friday and I have nothing to do but laundry all weekend, this should be a boring uninteresting weekend...will attempt to stay positive!?