Apr 16, 2005 02:26
Today was a nice day. The weather was good, classes did depress me to much. I'm counting down the days to the end of the semester. Hopefully I can keep my grades up, so the fokes will be proud.
Tonight my friends dragged me out and of course Erica backed out......looser. Tonight brought new revelation to my eyes. There was this one girl at the party that I couldn't keep my eyes off. This girl is the total package, beauty and what I hear brains. According to facebook she is single too. This girl is to good to be true, she has to be a carrier for sickle cell or something, or have like a crazy family. Girls like this, I'm not used to seeing, so I did't even get close enough to say hey or introduce myself. But good thing we have a lot of mutual friends. I knew having alot friends would come in hand one day. I'm still debating to even mentioning this attraction to others outside my inner cirle. From my past experiences crushes have been for the most part harmless besides this one crush thats ended in rejection. I'm older now so rejection isn't really that big of a concern. I know that I'm intelligent, well spoken, and if all else fails tall. I'll make some women a nice companion one day, hopefully sooner than later. But anyway I'm off to bed. I'm glad I got get these new feeling off my chest. Hopefully I'll dream good dreams tonight. It wouldn't hurt if this person crossed my subconscious. Night fokes!