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I've got the spiritual blahs. K. I'm busy, distracted and somewhat uninterested in meeting with my God. Why? I know I've got some idol issues. Life is going well. I'm excited about new possibilities rising in the near future. I find myself turning to gardening, dreaming about a house we may be able to afford soon, and being a good parent, friend, neighbor, daughter, lover etc. for fulfillment and joy. I don't feel particularly sinful...except for the fact that I have totally ignored the God of the universe for whom I was created who deserves my worship even if He weren't my gracious Father. Grrr. I don't belong online right now...I belong on my face before Him. I'm Outie.