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[jenjenjennn]

i cannot believe how many things have changed in only one year. it's no use looking back and missing they way things use to be.. guess you can only move forward! i sort of wish i could just skip this whole summer thing and jump into college! i am so excited for college, but i suppose i gotta make the most outta these next couple months. working in nordstrom has been a lil crazy, i work everyday this coming week except for wednesday! the whole insane anniversary sale we've been prepping for starts friday! but the pay is decent, and i've met a ton of different people there, it's cool! i haven't practiced my clarinet for over about 3 weeks i think, and i'm pretty sure i'm not gonna be a music major now.. or maybe i'll pick it up today, who knows. i really need to relax, i don't feel as if this has been a very relaxing summer at all! i want to break freee. austin is in utah for another couple weeks, yeaa goodness it feels like everything is this huge transition point right now. okaay, off to maybe rockclimb with emily and andy?

i miss him, i miss him a lot. i really miss one year ago. dang it. gotta be honest, i feel like crap! haha