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[jenjenh2006]

I am SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW....i spent 3 years trying to convince my parents to let me go to another school, and of course they say no. then my sister comes along and asks 1 time to transfer and they are like sure lets go to the interview now. WHAT BULL!! o yeah they just asked me if i wanted to transfer to some school in washington thats in our new

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[stonefox1693]

The reason i'm not talking to you is because when i tried to talk to you when this all started, you were the one that said we had nothing to talk about... and i quote, " yeah whatever pick it up and all your other shit while your at it bring my yearbook too. Just to let you know, theres nothing to talk about between us... your not the person i became friends with... ive defended you from all the schools talk and this is how you show your friendship by bitching to everyone, now thats mature. You need help rachel, because you have issues... more than normal, and i'm not the only one who believes that, your mom is worried, you've lost most of your friends. What is going on with you???" These are all the text messages that you sent me when i tried to be nice and talk to you... and just so you know, when i read these i went to the bathroom and cried for 45 minutes. So please don't say that i'm not talking to you for no good reason. I know that you're upset becasue of chris, but just so you know, he would never say anything like that to me... he's supportive of what i do or say and he always listens to me. Lately I feel that you just don't want to hear anything that i have to say unless it has to do with you. What you said really hurt me and i just don't want to talk to you so please just leave it at that.

Im SORRY

[jenjenh2006]

im sorry rachel for hurting you and making you cry, but you have to realize where i was coming from at that moment, you bitched out my sister, i was sick, you were talking about me behind my back, i was stressed, vball tourney coming up that i was sick and had play in when scouts were there, you hadnt really talked to me in a month and when you did it was cuz you needed something. how do you think that make me feel too? and btw i hear everything you tell me...even when you dont believe i do, but do you hear what i have to say, i had to tell you about that guy in middle school 2 times before because you didnt remember the first time i told you. but im not writing to point fingers just saying im sorry, and i know you still care or what i said wouldnt have bothered you. you once wrote:
P.S. Jen, I'm so sorry for everything that's
happened. I really hope that we can sort
everything out, cuz our friendship means
so much to me... I really don't wanna lose it.
You are the best friend ever and I really
hope that we can just talk things out.

Re: Im SORRY

[stonefox1693]

First of all, i never bitched out sammy... i dunno what she said but i was yelling cuz i was across the hall and i merely asked why she couldn't take your stuff to school and pick everything up... which i still don't understand. And I never talked about you behind your back, AND you're the one who wouldn't talk to me first, not the other way around so don't blame me for it. And no, you didn't listen to anything that i said. I dunno why you hate chris so much, maybe you were jealous, i dunno, but i haven't changed into a "horrible" person since i've been with him and you made it so that i could never talk to you about my relationship with him. Oh, and never once were you the one to step up and say sorry when we had a fight. I'm tired of always being the one to apologize. Even now I have to read about you bitching about me online... and you still didn't say sorry once, you just made it seem like i was the one at fault and i just wasn't talking to you cuz i'm a bitch. And no, i don't have to understand where you were coming from, cuz as you said to me MANY times, we're all tired and sick and stressed out... and you have NO idea what is going on in my life right now. So now, i really don't care any more... about anything.

Re: Im SORRY

[sunkissedsugar]

dude rachel- it was not across the hall you were like 5 feet away

Re: Im SORRY

[jenjenh2006]

about the sam thing, i know you were bitching and i know you even told you mom about it. when people come up to me saying rachel was bitching about picking up you hw...when i didnt tell anyone that i asked you to do that is a sure sign OF TALKING ABOUT ME, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ACTUALLY SAY BITCHING. god how many times to i have to say i dont have a problem with chirs now..your the one with the problem for thinking i do, maybe you think im going to steal him from you...WHICH WILL NEVER HAPPEN IM NOT ATTRACTED TO HIM AT ALL!!! You know they type of guys i go for, i dunno if you think that cuz of the whole paul thing...but remember who cheated on who in your relationship. And your right, i didnt listen to you when it comes to you talking about the latest sex experience with chris...god do you not have enough self worth took keep some of this stuff to yourself, you didnt need my approvial to do anything. BTW THE "BITCHING" your seeing if i do say so isnt bitching all. i said in the origional message was "rachels not talking to me" OMG thats so bitchy! what will i do...and when i did try to say sorry, you would act like you didnt even see me and walk away or might as well been hiding

Re: Im [not] SORRY

[stonefox1693]

I'm really confused about how you know everything my mom's thinking... cuz i know that you haven't talked to her, in fact you had to send your little whining sis in to give my mom the letter... which is total bull by the way. And don't call my bf and tell him that there's something wrong with me, cuz there's not. All i want right now is for you to stay out of my life and stop trying to "help" me. You're not helping, if you can't tell already you're just pissing me off.

Re: your crazy

[jenjenh2006]

i didnt have to send my sister, it was a matter of convenience b/c i was turning my car around...its not like i called you bf, maybe if you read the txts it would seem HE IS WORRIED, and that the last one from me said, i think you should tell rachel that we talked. btw i didnt tell him that there WAS something wrong with you i told him that there IS something. BTW IF YOU EVEN GIVE MY SISTER A BAD LOOK OR HEAR FROM ANYONE THAT YOU WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT HER OR ME...YOU BETTER WATCH YOURSELF. and i know im not helping, b/c you wont let anyone...im glad im making you mad, oh im sorry i mean pissing you off as you say, at least you getting some bottled up emotion out