learning that falling in love is not hard to do
is it strange to have somone in your life that you know will always be there. someone you may even think you are ment to be with... but are just short of having that kind of realtionship with. I have this someone.
its not only that goes though life by my side but always points out the beautiful things that I would other wise have missed.
we were driving down the road the other day just talking and laughing and have a great time. he stop talking and pointed up. just above a line of trees there was another that had broken out into the most brillant little orange flowers on vines. it really was a moment to remember. I dont even think that he noticed. but when he said is that one of the pretties things ever... I think I fell in love a little. as the next day passed and I watched his passion come out in somthing that he was really all about. he created somthing that once more... made me fall a little ferther. Not to say that I am in love with him. but it is to say that if he continues to care so much about what I say. and laugh so hard at my jokes and want so much to spend time with me... but not need to. i may. I may fall in love for the first time in my life. and the good thing is is that Im ok if I dont. because i dont want to be completed I want to be complimented... and it is someone that sees things in life that I otherwise would miss. I would be ok with out him... I just dont want to be with out him... that all i have to say. hummmm
-jen
its not only that goes though life by my side but always points out the beautiful things that I would other wise have missed.
we were driving down the road the other day just talking and laughing and have a great time. he stop talking and pointed up. just above a line of trees there was another that had broken out into the most brillant little orange flowers on vines. it really was a moment to remember. I dont even think that he noticed. but when he said is that one of the pretties things ever... I think I fell in love a little. as the next day passed and I watched his passion come out in somthing that he was really all about. he created somthing that once more... made me fall a little ferther. Not to say that I am in love with him. but it is to say that if he continues to care so much about what I say. and laugh so hard at my jokes and want so much to spend time with me... but not need to. i may. I may fall in love for the first time in my life. and the good thing is is that Im ok if I dont. because i dont want to be completed I want to be complimented... and it is someone that sees things in life that I otherwise would miss. I would be ok with out him... I just dont want to be with out him... that all i have to say. hummmm
-jen