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i'm sick of the way i feel, and how i can feel myself force a smile on my face everyday. like i can't even smile at people just to be nice anymore, i try, but i know that the look on my face is not a smile, and probably looks pretty damn stupid.
i'm sick of how everything is changing and how everything has changed.
i'm sick of all the bullshit.
and before any of you go thinking that any of this is about my boyfriend, it's not. everything in that little part of my life is wonderful, i have him, i have my friends, even the ones i hardly see, or talk to( you know i still love you, and couldn't live w/o you), and hey i'm still jenny.
i'm sick of how everything is changing and how everything has changed.
i'm sick of all the bullshit.
and before any of you go thinking that any of this is about my boyfriend, it's not. everything in that little part of my life is wonderful, i have him, i have my friends, even the ones i hardly see, or talk to( you know i still love you, and couldn't live w/o you), and hey i'm still jenny.