SIGH
Sighs! I go in a million directions all day long, trying to keep my mind busy. As soon as I think I have everything all figured out..I don't. As soon as I think I know what I want and where I am going, I don't. Its so frustrating. My mind wanders constantly - I'm a happy person, not depressed - no regrets right...thats what they say. I have tons of great friends, great job, great plans-there are just some loose ends I don't know if they will ever get tied...and until then..Ill be in a weird state. Common people look at me and don't see it..but those of you who really know me, will look at me and understand. I've never been a complicated person, and never understood complicated people that were very close to me...I always wore my feeling on my sleeve...but something's changed..and I am not sure what I am going to do about it...